Feelings that gush in and overwhelm me at 0700 demand to be blogged about and and so here I am, typing this on my way to school and ignoring all my messages.
I cannot identify and classify my feelings and that’s bothering me a whole lot. I cannot determine if these sudden feelings of mine are important or not. Heck I don’t even know what half these feelings are about and this irks me a lot because I hate not being in control of my emotions.
I don’t know where to go from here, I don’t know if I’m making the right choice I don’t know if you are making the right choice. Is this really what we want is this really what I want why are things still so complicated. I hate how I can’t seem to form a coherent sentence summing up exactly how I feel, perhaps it is then not meant to be summed up but to be delved into.
Confused still seems to be the appropriate blog title, because I am still confused, now even more so.
Almost at school, going to take my common test, but what I really want is to go to the beach and settle everything.
September. I am waiting.