I have finally come to the realization that I’m not very likable. I’m a bundle of energy on the surface but when you finally start to get to know me you realise I’m completely different from what you see on the surface. And it’s not a good different either. Maybe that’s why I can’t hold on to friendships for very long because when I finally start to open up and to tell things to people they get frightened by how screwed up I really am and they just leave.
So then I’m alone.