I guess this time I’m really alone. I know everyone’s just telling me that you’ll never be alone because there will always be someone that understands but I am alone right at this moment because I know that no one really understands my situation. In fact, I don’t think I myself understand what I’m going through.
I hate being like a toy to you and you just throw me aside when you don’t need me anymore.
I hate how I’m making such an effort and everyone doesn’t seem to care.
I hate all the comments that are coming my way because they hurt me more than you’ll ever know because I’m too afraid to speak out.
And I especially hate the disgusting person I’ve become over the past few weeks just because of you.
I don’t know what to do anymore I guess I’m just going to start exploring my options again.
I might not ever go back and I really hope that you know it’s because of you.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r0U0AlLVqpk&ob=av2n story of my life now.